I came to realise I have difficulties communicating with people. I mean I always thought I can play a lil childish and humorous to release the cold atmosphere but like no sial ); And seems like I am becoming more helpless when I grow older.

I haven't been contacting a (used to be!) very close friend of mine for nearly 4 months. And I don't feel the least sad about this issue. I feel that this person has no intention in being a very good friend of mine. As in the effort she puts in is very little. Many may know who, I bet this person knows I'm referring to her too. I've always wanted to speak to her but my mind is holding me back. Some friends may think that I am very cruel but the fact is, you did not put yourself in my shoe.

Enough of all these things.. :x

Time pass so fast, in less than a month's time, I'll be 18 which also means I will be a young adult. Ray once asked me what I want for my birthday this year. I couldn't answer her.. I don't want any materialistic stuff but to 努力学习忘记伤害我的人, and to put down all boundaries. I am suffocating ); whenever I came to think of all those people I dislike and those who hurt me deeply. Useless isn't it?

Let me share something :D
For my 18th birthday, I'll be going to Zouk with a bunch of friends. Alright, indeed I am a mountain turtle :x
And for those who are unable to go Zouk, i'll see what to do. 6Oct dinner? then come over to my place? Like boring sial ); Ahhh, no money no fun ley~ But 18 years old only, like no big deal.. HAHA!

Shall see shall seeeeee...

Few days back, I went to Bangkok with my parents and maternal cousins. Not a very fun trip because the stuff there still considered ex when compared to China..

And I haven't been meeting my dear friends for a period of time. Kinda miss them (: But I'll be busy till Monday. So someone please plan a dinner or something so I can meet you guys!

As for princesses, I remember I told someone I wanted to go cycling right? Since 7th month gonna end soon, shall we go next week? Haha!