Been working for the past few days. Had insufficient rest/sleep, as a result, I have on and off headaches. I'm off tomorrow. I need to replenish my sleep, 24 hours of sleep should be more than enough (: Anyway, I'm done with my Chinese New Year clothing. (ting/brenda, i don't think i'll have time to accompany both of you out. maybe both of you go on your own. sorry!)

I've not been feeling great recently. It shouldn't be the way yea?! Starting of a new year, shouldn't I start anew? Some feelings are back, while the rest are gone. I realized I've been over-sensitive for the past few years. I'm just purely afraid. I don't know what am I afraid of but I felt that I am just too dependent. I depend on my family big time when I'm at home, and when I'm out with some buddies, I rely on them. I seriously think its time for me to grow stronger, I mean mentally and not physically. Am starting to be independent when I'm out, trying not to trouble my friends around me. Suddenly, I needed someone to listen to all my sorrows, share my happiness. I feel so weak mentally... &I think I miss you big time.