I really need to apologise though i don't think i made mistake. Well, i hope my mood today doesn't affect anyone. Frankly, conflicts or rather misunderstanding between us can't really solve totally. Personally, i prefer keeping things to myself than to tell everyone/anyone. Ya, i may complain that no-one wants to listen to me. But, after the break up with himxxx, i don't really trust anyone. Thinking that i put in so much & everything destroyed within a day made me feel very xxx (don't even know which word i should insert). Still, i wanna Thanks SHILICHANG & PEIQIONG for staying by my side. I promise i will give in 100% trust in you two. Sorry. &to Irene & co. i'll try my best not to throw tantrum alright. I remembered himxxx saying that not to trust anyone except yourself. Ya, he did told me not to trust him too. But how can he expect me not to trust him when he is my boyf. Make sense? Anyway, its over. The message i wanna convey is that, i feel that by chit-chatting in class/ after school can't possibly maintain our friendship well. We as in the SevenPrincess are just classmates, schoolmates. Hence, its difficult for us to actually tell everything to everyone. I bet most of you will think so right. Yea, SevenPrincess is just a term. Doesn't exactly means we are as close. But at least, we made effort right? Zero% effort & 100% effort. The difference is 100. I admit i put in only 80% effort to maintain this friendship. I am terribly sorry. Well, to answer what BigSis wrote in her blog. I feel that it does help after the "big" talk that day. But it doesn't last long. We began to fall apart. I can feel it too. Just one word, SADNESS!