Whoooots~ I fainted ytd (: Specifically, i went blackout. Luckily i fainted in my house. If not, i can't imagine where i would be landed in. *Laugh! I was wondering how does fainting goes. Now, i feel it myself. Th feeling wasn't nice. You can hear what ppl say but you wouldn't have th energy to respond. I knew i wasn't feeling well since Monday. It dragged all th way until ytd. Finally i faint. Lol! Parents were like so shocked &worried. Well, i guess i am alright now. Plus i went baibai just now &th priest (?) said that there's nothing wrong with me. Just that i have to drink less of gaseous drink &take good care of myself. I will be back on Monday &work hard alr. MYE is like days/weeks away. This whole week, i had been resting. Indeed, i wasn't feeling well, so i have no regrets (?) or anything wasting my whole week away. Its my resting (?) week eh (:

A text wouldn't take as long as 5 hrs. Neither does a call. I knew Qinquan actually cared for me laa, same goes to jessy if you guys are viewing my post. But i thought i have got like so many close friends or even sisters? Well, i am fine with it. I am not throwing tantrum for sure.

If it was like 2 months back &she ask th same question, both for sure i will chop. Aiya, its over. I believe that friends &boyf. come &go. Qinquan told me not to change my mind becos of a guy who hurts me deeply. I am sorry, i would say. I can't. From now on, i won't trust any guys except my Dad &Bros of cos (: Come on, why am i typing all these? Lol! Get some life laa, Amanda! : D