Alright, I guess its time for me to blog too.
Went to Cindy's, Adeline's, Shili's &Peiqi's Blog.
First &Foremost, I didnt want all this issue to occur.
It has been bothering me too.
My temper turned from bad to worst.
A lil thing made me boil.
Like th whole world is against me.
Next, things/misunderstandings are laying ard.
&till now, nothing is solved.
&Also, i guess you guys have words to say too right?
Maybe you guys may think that
'oh, why that Amanda keep this lil thing.
So petty one mehs?'
Its not that im petty.
Yea, Friends stay by you.
Give you endless support.
&Friends give in no matter what.
But this action disappoint me.
I thought you guys [as in Cin, Ade&Liza]
dont wanna be with us/me.
Because since then, i realise that
we dont play &talk like before.
Im tired alr.
Been thinking of this issue since dont know when.
&also, stress from studies &parents' business.
I nearly jump down from my window.
Cried for like dont know how many times.
Fuck.
I used to be so strong, but this time round, Im defeated.
I was wondering if i can still survive with stress &pressure.
These are also some reasons i dont wanna attend school.
Dad asked me to quit school.
Even teachers too.
But i insist on having an O lvl Cert.
I want to go poly.
&also to prove to people that i can also do well in studies.
But i guess i cant hold on any longer.
With misunderstandings again &again,
&stress from studies.
Amanda is Falling!
We shall talk things out on Monday.