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Profile I hate all those guessing games and trying to figure out what the other person is thinking. I can't read minds, you know. -dearlove
☆ When dealing with a Libra always remember trust is like a paper, once it's crumpled it can't be perfect again. ☆ Email | Tumblr | Twitter | Facebook ■Amanda Ma
Time Flies Real Fast. The First Time i Met Him was at My Chalet. Tgt with Him were Two Other Guys. The First time we Met, I was really very Nervous. He came to the Doorsteps, then We said Hi. Went up to the Chalet, &i Introduced Him &his friends to My Friends. We Played Cards &Drank Beer. Then, in the middle of the night, A few more Friends of his came. Played Cards again.. Some went out to smoke, whereas some went out to stroll. We discovered a Playgrd &we started to play BlindMice. I'll nvr forget the moment when he Danced. He was Cute. We both were so shy, but nevertheless, we Enjoyed Ourselves. Back to the Chalet, I was restless. I wanted to sleep but i was shy. Shili took a Mattress down &All of them forced me to sleep. Time passed &when i woke up, it was alr morning. They left. I thought i'll nvr meet him again but i was wrong. We chatted on phone &even went out in the night to Ton. The very first time was at ZuoJia's hse VoidDeck. &its was also the day when his Friend texted me &told me his feelings towards me. He was Jealous. But he Expressed wrongly. My Heart Broke. We went to have our supper + breakfast &headed to Raymond's hse VoidDeck. Raymond had soccer match in the morning So we Accompanied him as he went back to change. I told Shili how i felt. Then I dosed off at the playgrd. Shili betrayed me.. She told Him everything. But because of Shili, we got tgt. He Woke me up then sent me home. In the cab, he asked me to rest. So Sweet [: Then when i reached home, I received a msg From him. He asked me to me a part of Him [: But due to the Tiredness, i asked him to give me time to consider... Well, before i slept, i actually did think of the goods &the bads. When i woke up, its alr evening. I texted him &We were tgt on the 12 of August 2007 at 7.18pm The first Month was so sweet. He took off his shirt when i was cold to let me cover. He bought me Lollipop when i was sad. He Hugged me when i was Cold as well as Sad. He would hug &kiss me &tell me I am his World.
Eveything went so smoothly. I still rmb thr was once when we went to his hse. Its in the middle of the night, tgt With ShiLi &Raymond. Haha, we tidied his room. Guess what, we've cleared bags of rubbish! Imagine how untidy his room was! The First Month was really sweet. He was so thoughtful &damn caring. Supposed to celebrate our First month Anni, but due to some reasons, we didnt. &indeed. i was sad. We met at my hse VoidDeck. I bought a pair of mug as a present &till now, the one im holding on to is still nicely kept by me. He bought me a Eeyore which i yearn for long ago. i was overjoyed [: Soon, my nightmare arrived. We broke up on few days before our Second month. I was agony. I cried too, for many many many days. But days later, we got back tgt. For like 3 weeks or so, we were great. But on the 100th day, we broke up again.. This time, it was a great impact. I was at Peiqi's hse &when i was on my way home, He texted me.. I cried on the train. I couldnt get myself to go home, i walked to his hse &asked him down. I waited for ard 3o mins before he came down. He told me some kind of stupid reasons for breaking &left. I ran under a block &tears rolled down like running tap. I called Kt down too, he consoled me. That few nights, i cried myself to sleep. My heart hurt so much.. When i decided to let him go, He asked me back. He told me how much he regreted letting me go. At first, i didnt want to give him one last chance, but he cried &my heart melts. I gave him one last chance &we got back tgt again. We went Malaysia; Genting tgt. With my Family &relatives. He was the first guy anyway. We enjoyed for the first day but i fell ill on the very next day. He took care of me &didnt sleep well. He was worried. I know he was mine, now till forever.. I fall in even deeper than before. When I was so in love, Another even scary nightmare strike again. He broke up with me. This time round, my heart was alr numbed. Previously, i couldnt count how many times i've teared for him. But this time round, i knew clearly i cried less than 5 times since the day we Broke up. I texted him &I called him. He didnt reply me, He didnt answer my calls, he didnt reply my comments. He even delete/ block me in msn. Fine, Im not going to wait nor cry anymore. Hey, i can live WITHOUT you ok! Fy! I still have my friends, family &relatives! &&Their ENDLESS SUPPORT! Im gonna let you go. Till now, you're still my friend. But if somehow, you dont want to, Fine, lets be enemies. But one thing for Sure, you're very childish!