Ended...
Everything Ended.
Our Love; 12 August 07 - 10 January 08.
MyPastBoy,
You did things that touched me which my Ex-s dont,
But you also hurt me so deeply that no guys ever hurt me.
&&Its so deep that no-one could mend back.
Maybe we really dont meant to be tgt.
I really cherish this Relationship.
All because of the stupid Stubbornness in me,
that lead to this ending.
Fuck my Stubbornness!
Insisted to go over to his hse.
Cause i dont want to drag any longer alr.
Im feeling bad &suffering too.
He would rather play with his dog
than to talk to me.
Well, i insisted on the conversation.
Without much hasitation,
I ask him a Simple Question
&thr we go, commenting abt each other.
Hmm, didnt mean to throw tantrum on you.
But well, Things dont go my way either.
Thks for Staying by me, giving me good memories.
Thks for being the first one to go overseas with me.
Thks for the supper you bought.
Thks for the Eeyores you bought too.
Though one is with you,
but i hope you wont throw away.
Maybe this will be the last thing for you
to rmb me...
Thks for the effort made to takecare of me
when im sick.
Especially the trip to Genting.
I guess thr's no more chance to go again anymore.
I'll nvr forget you.
Nvr...
Ya, i did say that i will not give you any more chances.
but without your presence, i felt weird &uncomfortable.
I've Tried to be Perfect or should i say, Better.
But you can only see that lil.
Perhaps i really only changed that lil bit.
I truely Love You, But now...
We're not longer Couple.
We can no longer hug or kiss.
No longer call each other 'Baby'.
No longer spend nights over at your hse.
No longer have the chance to watch the sunrise.
No longer hug you to sleep.
No longer call me in the morning to wake me up.
No longer tease each other.
Hais, Im Sorry.
Maybe i dont deserve your love.
That Precious Love of Yours...